I wasnt even going to read this, but I thought what the hell, Apparently a bad friend a I be. It never ceases to amaze me how when people dont get what they want the extent they will goto:

Apparently I am the problem, which I knew... its nice to know that is just been confirmed by one of the most honest, loyal and caring friends I know.

Heres to you,

I knew this musta have been tough to write, Breaking the "I am the nice guy persona" to tell enumerate the reasons why its my fault I got tired of your lies.


The following was sent to several of my email addresses. I choose not to respond.. but i will post it here for the world to decide how big of an ahole I am.



Subject:Final Closure-If you delete then a coward and can not face the truth!

Dude,


Well I heard from the Grapevine that the Friendship is over with! That was your choice and not mine.. I was willing to work on it, but you did not act adult like to talk about it except for reamining me a new a--hole and talk about my past. I understand that I lied to you about things in the past and recently with things about your cousin. After that I learned my lesson and stopped. I even told you that I would. But your big f---ing hang up is you always judge people by what they did and never ever give them the chance to change. Heck I could have changed and you would never even know it..... You are always so quick to judge people right off the bat... I hate to tell you something but you do not have the right to do that. And you always wanted to know what something's that bugged me about you. Fine I will let you know them now. One, you are not always right about everything, and you sure in the hell don't have the right to think you know everything. The main one is you are so quick to give advise but you will never take it.... You need to sit the f--k down and look in the mirror and figure out your own life before you can help people decide what to do with theirs. You are using life as a cop-out and blaming everyone else for your problems. For example the work thing, I hate to tell you but you left so you have no right bitching and moaning about vacation time and saying the need to give you all your benefits back. Sorry the world does not revolve around SCOT, they do not need to give you what you want. You left and came back, so face it you where a new employee. So sit down and figure out your life and not live your life through everyone else... You are so afraid of things that you always say I am going to run to PA, well that is your choice and I hate to say it but I think you are scared to do it. And when you did call yourself a friend, friends trusted each other with things and only said them to each other and promised not to let those things out. Hell then I take it you have not been a friend for a long time. You have no right speaking for me about me! I am trying to forget about my past and move on.. But lord know's that Scot only dowels on the past and never leaves it alone. S--t and I love how you talk bad about someone and then become their bestest friend. You are a two timing bastard! All you like to do is cause conflict in people lives and sorrow! I also know that you like to have people on the inside to keep and eye on your enemies. Which I hate to say is so damn "Childish" GROW UP!

I am saying this cause even though you say the friendship is done, I will always be here if you need me or if something goes wrong. I never kick my friends to the curb. I still care for you as a very good friend but you need to figure things out on your own. And maybe this is a window opening showing you, that maybe it is you and that is why friendships go bad.

I wrote this not to make you mad but to open your eyes to reason! But I know you don't listen to reason, unless it is scot's reason.

Have a good life and if you never talk to me again, well that is your choice not mine.