I post again with a renewed sense of purpose. The writer's muse has struck my fancy again. If you go back and read this dialogue from the begining youw will find an ill tempered boy that makes no claims against his dellusion. In spite of my dellusional behavior I still figured out the difference btwneen wrong and right. Such a lofty goal and purpose this is not, more as an online journey to whatever the happiness is for the moment.

Decisions abound. My Past, present and future are about to collide...

I am comfortable with this catalysm, only because... only then, could my troubles really begin, Living without making fear the North Star of the Compass.

Fear will never rule the day.