Time for some great thoughts.

I hate the thought of having resolutions but here goes:

1. I resolve that when someone hurts me that I will let them know instead of walking away. While emotionally it is much eaiser to cut someone out. The I think the trade of immediate pain is worth the long-term closure.

2. I am more open to opportunities to let things Go. If I cant control it let it go. Easier said than done.

3. I aspire actually live here, and not try to transfix myself in Tremont. Again eaiser said than done.

4. I am not going to put up these angery bitter posts. They do nothing except make me relive the hurt every time I read them.

5. I am going to accept love into my heart. Love for myself. love for others. and for once, take my own needs into account when I do something for others.

6. I want to be a less judgemental friend. I argue this point helplessly. when the people around you do stupid things I always support then lambast, I need to better @ support and drop the lambast.

7. Blog more. I feel much better after I write.

8. Take classes, this time for something I enjoy. Look out SC! Hopefully I will have a partner in crime to play off of.
9. Realize that when someone hurts you they are really hurting themselves. Allowing someone to shape their own destiny.... shouldnt be my concern.
10. Spend time talking about something more meaningful with people, Talk more about ideas than the people and how those ideas shape reality.

11. Visit home more often. Apreciate simplicity. embrace my future and because when I look behind me. I am already further than I thought I could be.