I am really sorry If I bummed all of you out, But I really meant to write something more uplifting... however given the circumstance its hard to be uplifted when you have so much baggage to process.... Does anybody understand this? Does anybody read this... prolly not. Theres no metatags in this so I doubt its searchable. I have this to say... Why is it that I always have to go 1 million miles out of the way to get home? Do anybody have a good explanation of this?